I've been distracting myself;)
November 24, 2015
Mr Mog slept last night and wasn't sick or today thankfully which gives meds a chance. Thanks everyone for all the cards, phone calls and online messages they have really helped us both.
I've been distracting myself;)
The darker pictures are more true to life, it's hard to get accurate snaps this time of year.
I've been distracting myself;)
The key box was donated by a friend and will be going to another friend for her Yule gift.
November 22, 2015
A bad few days for Mr Mog after the radiotherapy. Ended up on oramorph Friday plus lax drinks to counter the effects of it and anti sickness pills. Friday was ok and relatively pain free but yesterday was terrible with lots of vomiting (mr Mog) and tears both of us. He wasn't going to have any more oramorph but had a little last night and managed to sleep. Today he was sick from lunch time and has spent the day in bed. It will be an early phone call to the GP when the surgery opens. Only drugs he would take are paracetamol which obviously don't cut it.
November 18, 2015
Yesterday was oncology. Mr Mog was prodded and questioned on pain etc. A decision was made
Scan and a blast of radiotherapy today but higher area than last times marathon.
Sock knitting continues. The scan has been done we are now waiting for his radiotherapy session.
Oncologist has been to check the scans and give us both huge hugs.
She is a star and always puts us at ease despite the anxiety. We are lucky to have her as Mr Mogs oncologist.
Mr M has to have a tablet prior as the area being done can cause nausea. We have been told that there can be a sore throat and possible inflammation of the lungs. The pain will probably be worse before it improves:(.
But it's treatment and that's the positive thing.
Vibes are always appreciated.
November 13, 2015
It has been a while hasn't it? I didn't mean to be absent so long, sorry. How have things been with you? Good I hope?
It's been a mixed kind of time for us chez Moggie.
I made cards again. This was my first venture into cards in a long while. I thought Samhain was a good time to start.
I found it therapeutic stencilling, glueing and painting.
Not sure who for, but it was the doing that was important.
Close ups - just because
I knit a sock on our visits to oncology
I did a shawl for a swap and a cowl for a swap. Then decided maybe I ought to knit a cowl for me
I did another box, just because I wanted to
I spent lots of time this past couple of weeks at doctors with Mr Mog
Trying to find the right painkiller combination as the back pain moved from lower back to under the shoulder blades and was so painful that breathing in hurt
We spent Monday at the ambulatory care unit at the local hospital while they did tests to see why painkillers weren't helping.
Chest X-ray, ecg and blood tests came back ok, apart from the White blood cells being raised
Doctor decided not to do scans as Mr Mog is at oncology this next week
We went back to doctors for different painkillers as yet again they were only taking the edge off the pain.
We went back again yesterday for more drugs and these helped a little more.
But night wasn't good so today doctor added in diazepam to help with muscle spasms.
We wait for Tuesday, wondering if the cancer has moved again. It's going to be a long weekend
But friends are due to visit and that will help. Laughter is a great distraction and knowing people care. The doctor is wonderful, an old fashioned type of caring doctor .one who has asked us to ring him after oncology to let him know how we are and what has happened.
Isnt that good?
Watch this space and please send all the vibes you can, they will be very gratefully received.
September 29, 2015
More moon pictures because this months moon is so beautiful. These were taken last night when she first appeared above the house
I have felt great peace within my heart as I stood outside each night waiting for her to rise
She has calmed my fears and given me strength
Today we took our eldest grandson to the Lakes as he wished to ride a few passes before starting university
We left him at the start of his first pass and then Mr Mog and I enjoyed the beauty of the lakes by car. Far less strenuous for both of us.
Most of these are taken from a moving car because despite it being the end of September the Lake District was exceedingly busy and it seemed like every spare piece of ground was occupied by cars, even quite a few of the passing places
But I think you can see we had a perfect day for our jaunt
Our grandson enjoyed himself immensely. We did have a confusing time when we were trying to contact him and vice versa. Lots of the lakes has no mobile signal which makes me wonder why the rescue organisations tell people to always have a mobile phone with them when they climb the hills.
What use will it be?
September 28, 2015
I love magpies and they are one of my totems or that's how I think of them.
I used to be afraid of seeing them when I was much younger. I thought it was bad luck. If I saw one I searched for ages to find a second to neutralise the bad luck. Then I did a lot of meditating on my fears around magpies and decided perhaps my fears were telling me something. That maybe magpie was telling me to face my fears, rather than run away. Also magpies are brightly plumaged , I love a spot of colour in my own outfits. They use that colour and I too use my colours to shield , to lift my spirits when I feel low.
Once I thought it through I knew magpies were part of my life and as such I always greet them whenever one is to be seen.
We have always had lots around chez Moggie and at this time of year we normally see three together on the roof, in the garden and quite often tapping hallo on the conservatory roof as they did this morning. Mr Mog took these pictures for me when the magpies landed on the aerial over the road
Aren't they stunning birds? And yes I know they eat a lot of young birds but nature isn't always sweetness and light sadly.
Last night was the super moon and the lunar eclipse as I am sure most people were aware of. These pictures were taken before the eclipse. Around midnight . I did get up at 3-30 but couldn't see anything from front or back of the house and to have gone outside would have woken Mr Mog. He isn't sleeping very well with this sore back and to be honest neither am I. I think I am worrying a little more than normal and night time, or early morning, is when it is at its worst. So I didn't go out to watch the eclipse but could feel the energies waxing and waning all through the night.
It feels almost as though a weight has been lifted today. I have felt almost giddy with the lack of pressure on my head. I am hoping that the energies have changed and that we have a better dark half of the year. I hope you do too.
I've been looking at all the incredible pictures around the web of the eclipse, truly magical and awe inspiring.
How was it with you?
Today I have been painting 2 small canvases with gesso ready to collage things on them to creat an underwater scene. I haven't felt like spinning for a few days and my knitting has been on a shawl for a swap I am in.
Once it's finished and the receiver has opened her parcel I will post pictures. I am quite pleased with progress but getting a little worried that my handspun may run out before the pattern is completed. It will be a close run thing.